Everyone told me before I left, 'Oh my goodness, Jenon, the time will just fly by.'
I'm not going to lie... there were a couple times I became angry at these people. I would think, 'Fast? What the heck... I am still here...'
Isn't that terrible?
Thankfully, those moments of uncertainty and homesickness were brief. I was distracted by a fascinating and bustling global city, and as if that wasn't enough... I also traveled to places I never thought I'd see.
I am now broke. But it is so worth it.
Things I have learned:
- When I left on January 17, I was freaking out and worrying about getting to the airport ON TIME. WE WERE LATE. My dear dad got the worst of my unnecessary up-tightness. I would like to think that this experience has made me more relaxed. I worry less about things because nothing is ever going to be perfect. And life wouldn't be what it's meant to be without some bumps along the way.
- Life is meant to be risky. God didn't intend for us to stay in a 'safety box' where we feel comfortable. I have had to remind myself of this many times - especially when I am stuck walking across London in the rain without an umbrella... and running into everyone on the crowded Central London streets. It's not comfortable to go to a new place without knowing anyone and having to learn a completely different way of life. It was a risk. I'm still somewhat surprised that I did it.
- No one is limited. The world is always at your fingertips - it's just a matter of getting yourself to touch it. Many times, we are our own worst limitation.
- I love my family and friends oh so very much. And what I am sick of the most... is always missing them. Tomorrow I will get to hug my parents and the boy, and thinking of that makes me well up with tears of excitement. I cannot wait. I cannot wait.
- I would argue that the last couple days of this experience have been more challenging than the beginning days. I am so excited to see my loved ones and familiar faces, but I loved my life here in London. It has been a weird mix of emotions in the past week... excitement to be home and sadness for leaving a place that has taught me so much. I am greatly fond of this city, and London will be forever ingrained in who I am.
And I am so glad I got to share my journey with you. ;)